You are sad and unhappy, but healing has begun, and although it will take some time, soon you can move away from the past. You should release your pain so you can embrace the future, even if that future was not what you had imagined it to be. You have to focus on the right track to leave your current troubles behind, leading to better times ahead. You must allow yourself to flow with the current phase. Start fresh with the help from your previous experience. Now is the time for you to investigate the possibilities which are at your disposal.